The word “crew” can mean a lot of things. You need a cabin crew to fly an airplane, a rowing team is also called a crew. From my very first event, Music Vibes, back in my first year in 2021, I wore the ‘Mediazone Crew Shirt’ for the first time. That black polo felt like armor, preparing me for a battle; directing one of the most crowded and highly anticipated Music Vibes events we had ever hosted. This was no ordinary event, it was the first one after COVID. The music blared through the speakers, students jumped and danced like there was no tomorrow, and my crew and I stood shoulder-to-shoulder, cameras in hand, ready to capture it all. It was chaos, it was exhilarating, and it was our moment.
I always thought that the people who worked at Mediazone were professionals of the highest caliber, and to join their ranks, I believed I would need to master every piece of equipment inside and out. They seemed incredibly dedicated to their craft, and the work they did felt significant and inspiring. I aspired to be one of them, yet I constantly wondered if I was good enough to belong.
When I first joined Mediazone, I was filled with uncertainty. My confidence was low, weighed down by a rough period in my personal life, and I was honestly scared. I did not think I had what it took to succeed on the team. Watching everyone around me fulfill their roles with ease made me wonder if I would ever find my place. But looking back now, I am amazed at how far I have come, not just in developing my technical skills, but in growing as a person with newfound confidence and resilience. This journey, though filled with challenges, has been incredibly rewarding, and has pushed me further than I ever thought possible.
